First of all I see you asked for prayers for your family. In the end that’s what is important so I do hope all is well on that front.
However, you said something and I totally calling you out.
You have NO IDEA what you are talking about when you say
“I feel like it’s synonymous with being a Met, that black jersey”
That’s the least synonymous thing possible.
You’ve played in 11 more Mets games than I have, and that’s 11 too many and clearly have Zero idea about the Mets. Zero.
Since I want to be respectful toward your family situation I will stop there.